my perspective on life can sometimes be the most contradictory shit ever. there’s times where i’m so goal oriented and driven to make moves and then there’s time where i get sucked into reading shit by the Dalai Lama and i’m fuckin just all about PEACE and compassion. it’s hard to find the perfect balance between the 2.. its like.. you have to be selfish in order to want to take care of yourself but then i have a wife and 2 kids so i have to be selfless and make sacrifices for the good and happiness of them. so wtf.. ? is there even such a place where the 2 align?

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